Oh blog... I always remember to come in my biggest time of need. I should be making regular deposits here and not letting it all build up inside of me. I sure have a lot on my mind these days...
I'm kind of in a pickle lately. On top of moving and getting all things for that ready, I find myself struggling to prove myself to people...or rather a certain person. It's silly. The people that see it, already know and the people who don't know, just don't seem to care.
I guess it goes back to my previous post. All I really want is to be loved, approved of and appreciated... It's going to be hard to let that one go, but it is so very important for me right now.
So I guess I need to ask for prayers. Please pray for me to find my way and to learn to give things to God. Please pray that I find the ability to just let go sometimes...and know the difference between the things I should let go and the ones that I should hold on to for dear life.
Amazing how a little bit of writing can change my day. I feel lighter already.
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That's one of the hardest things to do. We all want to be loved. That's a desire that God put inside of us and is what draws us closer to Him once we realize how much He loves us. The deceit of being concerned with how others view us is one that most everyone struggles with. It's so freeing when God breaks that off of us and although we do all we can to be at peace with everyone, we no longer have that internal conflict trying to prove to someone that we are worth their time/thoughts/love/etc...
I hope you've been released from that need to show that person who you are b/c as you said, those that see you for who you are already love you and cherish you for it.
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