A heart full of love
No fear, no regret.
-Les Miserables
I can't help but giggle when I listen to my sisters-in-law talk about their Christmas plans. It seems like not long ago that it was Adam and I discussing how we would visit all of our families in the short span they all wanted to see us in.
This is our 9th Christmas together.
I'm slightly embarassed to admit this, but I think I've finally got it figured out. It took me 9 years, but I finally realized why I don't need to worry about who to see and where to drive... I have *them*. The two people that I really want to spend time with will be with me no matter where we go. My husband and daughter (along with the one in my belly) will be at every dinner, in the car on every road and singing along with my every Christmas carol. Nothing else matters as long as I have them. It's a beautiful thing to be able to let go of the stress and rushing that comes with trying to please everyone.
So while I can breathe a sigh of relief, knowing my every moment on Christmas Eve and Day will be filled with love from my little family, I can also sympathize with those that aren't there yet... I remember the feelings, the disappointment, and worry about disappointing others. I can lend an ear and a shoulder to lean on while it all seems so tough. One day they will find this bliss. This year, I have mine.
A Heart Full of Love
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2 comments:
totally agree! i love the feeling of having all the people i love the most piled into our vehicle with neil at the wheel & nothing to think about except not spilling the coffee in my hand... AHHHH.
so true, Alicia! I have always told my husband that wherever he is (and of course our son now too) is home to me. That goes for where we are at holidays too. I hope you enjoy yours!
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